Old School AMRAP

So somehow Thursday evening I developed a stomach bug which left me dizzy and nauseous. I didn’t make it to work or the gym because even the thought of movement made me sick. So behold my dietary intake for the past two days. It’s so sad because my mother is an amazing cook and my body is rejecting solid food. 

Really hoping I feel better for Easter lunch

So somehow Thursday evening I developed a stomach bug which left me dizzy and nauseous. I didn’t make it to work or the gym because even the thought of movement made me sick. So behold my dietary intake for the past two days. It’s so sad because my mother is an amazing cook and my body is rejecting solid food.

Really hoping I feel better for Easter lunch

"Daddy can we work out with you?"

I really wish my upper body matched my lower body. I love my strong legs and I love the muscles that have developed even more in my butt. It’s just really disheartening when my arms, back, and stomach don’t look like they’re anywhere on the same level

For only being my second time back since my month off, this is pretty good in my opinion. It’s still really sad not being able to squat again. It’ll come in time but I still miss it …I added the extra .25 miles because I really wanted an even 2 miles. As soon as I get done, David reminded me that I already did that to warm up :/

"If you were here I would fuck you in a way you would never forget"

Wtf?! Why on earth would my ex think that a text like that would work. He just spent an hour and a half on Sunday cussing me out. He yelled at me to the point that I was crying. I’m not going back and I don’t understand why he thinks I would after the way he’s treated me.

I ignored two phone calls from him too. I want to throw up because I feel so ill just thinking about the situation.

I will be trying to. Thank you, papa. I need to figure something out before I lose my mind

I will be trying to. Thank you, papa. I need to figure something out before I lose my mind

Thank you. I plan to. My parents are moving in a couple months. I had no plan on moving but I’m thinking that even for a little that it would be a good idea. He’s been buying my car from my parents. Unfortunately I still have to keep his phone active until that’s over, but as soon as we are done I plan to turn his phone off, change my phone number, and get a restraining order

I have all of the texts that I got from him.  It honestly makes me sick seeing his name in my messages or seeing it pop up on caller ID. I’m fighting the urge to delete everything.

Thank you. I plan to. My parents are moving in a couple months. I had no plan on moving but I’m thinking that even for a little that it would be a good idea. He’s been buying my car from my parents. Unfortunately I still have to keep his phone active until that’s over, but as soon as we are done I plan to turn his phone off, change my phone number, and get a restraining order

I have all of the texts that I got from him. It honestly makes me sick seeing his name in my messages or seeing it pop up on caller ID. I’m fighting the urge to delete everything.

After a month of being “grounded” from the gym, I finally went back on Friday. It felt so good to be back and moving. I’m definitely out of shape/condition and that was a killer.

….the ex tried again to get back together last week. His text messages were all over the place. He would first beg for me to come back and then yell at me for taking the dog and finish by telling me can fix things. After a couple hours of this, he started threatening to SUE ME for the dog, the dog that he treated like shit for two years.

I haven’t heard from him since then…until tonight. It was the exact same thing. It was back and forth emotions all topped off with threatening to sue me. He even added that I now can’t let the dog outside because he’s going to take the dog back. I’m already sick because I drank way too much last night (really bad judgment call) and then I just had to endure an 1.5 hour long phone call.

I’m not sure if I want to throw up because I’m sick or because of him. I want to run away and change my name. I want to start over in a new place. He scares me and he won’t just leave me alone. I just want to get away from him. I want so bad to have a fresh start and to put this behind me

The boys had a lot of fun today. They’re not quite old enough to understand what was going on (which is great that they were free). They just really enjoyed looking at all the people dressed up. 

Pop con is coming up in May so we might go to that too

The boys had a lot of fun today. They’re not quite old enough to understand what was going on (which is great that they were free). They just really enjoyed looking at all the people dressed up.

Pop con is coming up in May so we might go to that too

I just told my sister that I wanted to take my nephews to Comic Con tomorrow afternoon and she agreed. They are well on their way to being geeks. Lucas can already name all of the avengers’ real names

Christine: Ummm… I just told Lucas about tomorrow, and he’s frantically running around getting ready for comic con. I don’t think he understood the “tomorrow” part.