Looking for motivation and inspiration on my journey towards my "ideal" goal
Personal blog: @lifedoesntendwithherpes
I feel so lazy. I haven’t been to the gym in the past two weeks to help my back and hip heal but I feel soooo bored
Hoping everything still feels good enough to do a light day tomorrow or Monday.
I really want to work out :(
Told me “I really like you” right before sex
Ok well at least we are getting closer
To say I’m upset about not being able to go to the gym is an understatement. I just want my hip and back to feel normal again.
On another note, my sister has people staying over from Thursday night through Tuesday. I feel claustrophobic. I can’t go sit in the front room because someone is sleeping there. My bathroom is barely usable because there’s soooo much “girly shit” in there. The one girl is insisting that we leave the bathroom door closed because she’s allergic to our two dogs and doesn’t want them in there. Seriously I want to scream. They fucking live here. You don’t. The third girl is her friend and not my sisters. Why couldn’t y’all stay at your house?
Seriously, over all I’m frustrated and I’ve been staying safely in my room. Can’t wait until Wednesday
There is a constant struggle between wanting to tell the doctor to rip my uterus out and wanting to have four + kids.
Right now the hysterectomy is winning. Don’t think I’ve had this much pain in a long while