I really wish my upper body matched my lower body. I love my strong legs and I love the muscles that have developed even more in my butt. It’s just really disheartening when my arms, back, and stomach don’t look like they’re anywhere on the same level
"If you were here I would fuck you in a way you would never forget"
Wtf?! Why on earth would my ex think that a text like that would work. He just spent an hour and a half on Sunday cussing me out. He yelled at me to the point that I was crying. I’m not going back and I don’t understand why he thinks I would after the way he’s treated me.
I ignored two phone calls from him too. I want to throw up because I feel so ill just thinking about the situation.
After a month of being “grounded” from the gym, I finally went back on Friday. It felt so good to be back and moving. I’m definitely out of shape/condition and that was a killer.
….the ex tried again to get back together last week. His text messages were all over the place. He would first beg for me to come back and then yell at me for taking the dog and finish by telling me can fix things. After a couple hours of this, he started threatening to SUE ME for the dog, the dog that he treated like shit for two years.
I haven’t heard from him since then…until tonight. It was the exact same thing. It was back and forth emotions all topped off with threatening to sue me. He even added that I now can’t let the dog outside because he’s going to take the dog back. I’m already sick because I drank way too much last night (really bad judgment call) and then I just had to endure an 1.5 hour long phone call.
I’m not sure if I want to throw up because I’m sick or because of him. I want to run away and change my name. I want to start over in a new place. He scares me and he won’t just leave me alone. I just want to get away from him. I want so bad to have a fresh start and to put this behind me
I just told my sister that I wanted to take my nephews to Comic Con tomorrow afternoon and she agreed. They are well on their way to being geeks. Lucas can already name all of the avengers’ real names
Christine: Ummm… I just told Lucas about tomorrow, and he’s frantically running around getting ready for comic con. I don’t think he understood the “tomorrow” part.